So with the hormone levels as high as they are, my mind, and body are not even close to a cohesive pair anymore. Last night I left out my milk on the counter wasting the entire thing... This morning in the shower I couldn't remember if I had just shampooed my hair... so I did it again... I think.
The anxiety is super high as I contemplate going into surgery tomorrow morning. I've never had surgery before, the only thing close to this is when I had my wisdom teeth pulled.... and that was terrible!
Good News... I'm officially on the second calendar ORM game me. So here is the meds and fun stuff I'll be doing in this crazy IVF journey over the next month... Notice: My Prego test should be on the 9th! It's so close... and yet so far :)
I think probably the hardest part about all of this is having this secret to keep from most of my friends and family. The support and prayers would be awesome. I know though that if this all doesn't work out the pity and questions would be too much to bare. So if your reading this after the fact, you know why I couldn't tell you yet.. but if your reading this now, thank you so much for your prayers and support!
I'll write more as I can after surgery. :)
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